Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Going Home

This morning when I left class, I needed to get quarters for laundry and some gas money.  I ended up here.  I have no idea why.  I think this was my Heavenly Father’s way of calling me to him.  The temple has always had the most special of places in my heart, and I can still remember parts of the day my family was sealed in the temple when I was 2.  I got to the temple this morning, and I felt so ridiculous.  I wasn’t dressed right and I felt so out of place.  But as I walked to the front gate and placed my hand on the cool, stone walls of that holy place, I felt like I was home for the first time.  I have never felt such a love and a longing to be somewhere in my entire life.  Right then and there I got a strong urge to kneel and speak with my Father.  Tears filled my eyes as I poured out my heart to the only one who can hear my truest hopes.  I know my father lives.  I know He loves me, as He loves all of His children.  In a world that is so increasingly base and evil, He is the lighthouse on the beach – forever beckoning us home.  I know He listens to my prayers, however foolish I may be.  He sacrificed His Son so that we may all be redeemed from the bondage of sin.  I am so grateful for the family I was born into, for the trials and experiences we have had together.  There have been many, and they have been rough.  But I don’t regret a single one.  I love my Heavenly Father and His son Jesus Christ more than I can express. I know I can and will live worthy to go into His temple and be sealed for Time and all Eternity.  I am going home. 

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